heyy. today had this stjohn course thingy.. we went back by bus. the bus stop at the plaza. so me, nabilah, nurul n syahirah went kfc. we eat, talk2, laugh. and oh, specking of laughing, just now i was sitting facing this dude. and u noe wat? the dude was like wearing this shirt which had this 'underwear' shape behind the shirt. HAHA! so fucking funny lah! so i asked my frens to look behind to see the shirt. sooo, on that time onwards we started our nonsence.. nabilah said the underwear was hanging on his shirt n nurul said mayb thats his gf's and that 'underwear' remind of his gf. syahirah i forget already. and watsoever. blahh3.. we came out some stupid nonsence.. lol. we laugh out loud till people kept looking at us. stupid ass.. & we were also talking about this guy.. long story uh. i dont wanna tell the whole story. so sad fer that person and so happy fer us to laugh! wuahhahaarks. ok la people i can't blog much. see ya!

hey hey. u know what? i just LOVE hari raya. k, yesterday was damn fun. woke up like 830am. after bath, eat of coz. then zyla and others sms-ed me about the hari raya msg and stuffs. so, i changed into baju kurung and get ready. woohoo~ sooo, my cousin, fatinah called me. talk3.. then, my cousin[my mom's side] came to my house coz grandparents stay at my place. soso, my family went to my cousin house. after that, all my cousin went to my house. my house was like in gelang! hahaha.. my cousin went inside my room. make noise, put up music and all.. then, went to all my relatives house. gerek siak naek lori! huurhur. fun sial. like 15 budak2 and 2 adult infront [aunty and uncle] that was during night time. fun but tired.

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haha! my mabok cousin in lori. lol..

night time. gerekk..

pics will be update soon.. hehe.. ok till here uh. so long and good night.

heyy. okehh, today after skool, i went home changed my skool uniform into home clothes. wanna go plaza with nurul. we bumped into amira, zyla and zarifah in plaza. blah3.. sooo, we went under my blok, wanna do the hanna thingy on our hand and leg. haha! kool seh. then suddenly was windy & came the rain. getting cold at my place. lol.. i think the last time i used hannah when i was uhh, pri 6. we dirty my blok by removing our hannah after dried! HAHA! nurul made my hannah, and i make fer hers. was nice uhh. went home almost before break fast bcoz i follow nurul went to her religious teacher's house to take ketupat and went to the mamak shop to buy something. lol.. went home, sister made fer me another hannah! hahaha.. which got star and my name on it. cool lar..

wanna wish my fellow muslims out there selamat hari raya!
maaf zahir & batin..
yay, im soo happyyyy! XD

1) funny how some people only come looking for you when they need you and forget you later.

2) funny how some people think they are so "in" when they're sooo "out".

3) funny how some people tries so hard to be nice to everyone and wants to fit in but fails.

4) funny how some people are hyprocrites but behaves like they are so innocent.

5) funny how some people treats you so nice but hates you.

6) funny how some people wants you but not love you.

7) funny how some people are so selfish and yet hates selfish people.

8) funny how some people like so many songs but not know a single one of the titles.

9) funny how some people can copy someone else's style and still feel good wearing it.

10) funny how some people can be "gay" but touches girls like how a normal guy would.

11) funny how some people keep saying they are busy when all they ever do is nothing.

12) funny how some people think its cool to wear shades in indoor places or worst, at night.

13) funny how some people think its nice to carry your girlfriend's handbag.

14) funny how some people can wear so many branded stuffs on them when its all just fake.

15) funny how some people tries so hard to prove its real when its so obvious its a lie!

16) funny how some people have everything in everyone ever wants, but is not happy.

17) funny how some people spends so much money on stuffs but still don't get the attention.

18) funny how some people wear such revealing stuffs when they are fat and thinks is sexy.

19) funny how some people seems to know everything but no nuts about everything.

20) funny how some people waste time reading stuffs that they don't need to know like this.

some of them r just random shits.. crap but true.. anywae, i promoted to sec 3! um, yay! haha. but, i failed my maths and science. a few more marks i can pass. damn it. soo, just now at skool, was soo dead boring. mr soh was talking non-stop-hits. HAHA. like 3 hrs grandma stories. so like half an hour, me and frens played umo. noise at last. lol. rather than sit down, listen to mr soh' craps. yea, today was a short day. 8-1pm. nothing much.. btw, mom is making hari raya cookies! its soo yum yum. hehe.. till here.

k now im fucking damn boring. can i put pictures? ok sure! ooook, im talking craps now. hahahaks. hmm, i passed my english, melayu, cme, art and CPA. YAY ME! but science havent know yet. i failed my maths. seriously, u dont wanna know. ARRGHH!



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amcm? nice?

i wish some1 could be my ashton kutcher. hmmm. k lah babes, wanna watch tv. outz!

thanks fer treated me,
fer what i wanted,
& thanks fer understanding me.

yesterday went johor with my family. buke at this hotel named The Zon. reached there like 650pm like that. so we quickly went inside the hotel. the food were great! 5 stars fer that! wuahhaha.. after eating and all, sis and me went outside to slack. i saw my dad's name on this paper. my dad is the member of the hotel thingy. which i really dont knoww! so his name was first on the paper list. KOOL! lol. then, we went shopping in angsana. so like gelang! full of people. got this dude shouted, 'lehh longg leh longgg 5 packet 10 ringgit!' and u noe what? the best part was, he shouted at my ear! soo i shouted back at him, 'tak de duet, duet tk de duet! camane nk beli??' HAHAHA! sis was laughing like hell!

today hang out with nurul and yani. first at westmall, then cozway point and plaza. wooh, i just cant believe i bought $80 fer my very firsttt time. lol.. ended up like $15. PHEW, lucky i didnt bought that expensive ear rings. fuck that price! ooopps =x wooh, today i ma really a madmadmad shopper. sarah is in the mood! uh huh.. so we snaped some pics and enjoy ourself..

man, tomorrow is schooling. i think i dont wanna bring books. bcoz i refuse to bring! wuahhaha.. like, why shld i bring? exam are so over right? heeeheee. ohhh god, tomorrow i will receive the exam papers. & i can feel my heart are pumping so fast.. hope everything are going smoothly and happily...

you make me smile,
and you make me feel LALA.

just came back company grandma from telok blangah. she wanna take kuih raya from her friend. went home by taxi. so i smsed nurul at the same time, i was so damn sleepy siak..sorry i didnt reply your msg, nurul. hehe. yesterday i cant sleep, so i watched the cinderella story till 1220am. after watching, i thought i can sleep. like hell no! i think i need sleeping pills. haha.. *yawn*

yesterday went to zyla bifdae party. was kidda fun. the cake was yummy and bigg!

nice rite??

bifday cake with bifdae girl.


after eating the cake, me, nurul and amira went to buy 2 packets of flour and 2 l.5 mineral water to sabo zyla. hehe. so we meet zyla and the rest at the playground. then.. we saboo her! that was the best part. but then we also kene sabo! wallauu! lol. after that, snaped some picas and played the fire crackers. went back to zyla's house to wash up our face. 9 something went home. before that, me and nurul went greenridge. bcoz we were thirsty. went home of coz i went to bath. after all those flour fight. lol. alright, till here. im outzz.. *double yawn*

hey pretty peoples out there.. yesterday afternoon and night was pretty bored. nothing really much to do at home. & i dont know why yesterday im too lazy to hang out. haha. hmm HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZYLA! wish ya all the best! today, zyla have a birthday party at her house. like around 630 meet her at segar lrt. && im cant waiittt! this saturday, daddy bring my family berbuke at a hotel which i dont noe the name. weeee! im sooo cant waiittt! hahaha.

btw, just forget my ll&12 oct post. bcoz it doesnt matter. i just wanna be happy like what i used to be. like what omar said, 'smile always, just forget it.' like yuuuuuuuuppp, hes so totally right. yesterday ahmad said he wanna bring me to cementery so that i can shout all i want bcoz no1 is there & all people from there are all dead. HAHA! bcoz my nickname in msn was ' pls bring me to a place where no1 is there. so that i can SHOUT OUT LOUD ! ' lalala. ok la donkeys, nothing to say. so long & good morninggg!

And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending.

i pretend that nothing happen,
bcoz i wanna happiness to the fullness.

i remember the day,
we shared our secrets,
i thought you can be trusted,
but i was sooo wrong.

i do anything fer a smile,
pretend that im ok,
dont wanna admit that im being burt,
while the rain of tears fall heavily.

i hate to say that,
your act really piss me off,
that you're not the old you,
you just simply "be yourself".

as days moved on,
my life's getting upside down,
hope the pain will all go away,
& it takes time to clear it all.

everyday things changed so fast,
but i was blind,
keep doing things,
unknown what's going on.

for someone whoes really SPECIAL in my life.. =D

Im not the kind to kiss and tell
You should have known better
I thought you knew me
pretty well
I was wrong
And saying sorry wont make
everything all right

And ive tried to let it ride
But im losing
And it tears me up inside
I cant let go

Its been eating me alive
And now i see red
Im not guilty of the crime
Your out of your head
If you mean the things you said
Oi! You're BETTER OFF DEAD
Do do do do do do do
Oi! You're BETTER OFF DEAD
Do do do do do do do
Oi! You're BETTER OFF DEAD

You took the word of
someone else
Not to clever
You should be
questioning yourself
Not me
And saying sorry wont turn
back the hands of time
And ive tried to let it slide
But im slipping
And it cuts me up inside
I cant let go

Oi! You're BETTER OFF DEAD

&& i feel so much better =]

finally cut my hair. but i miss my old hair la.. hmmm. i scared tomoro im caught by teacher becoz my hair behind is long. haiz.. hope everything will be alright. byebye.

life's becoming upside down!

heyhey. me and that sec 1 dude is alright. haha. no more catfight ey. hmm, today was art & cme exam. art was like suck! haha not SUCK OFF ahh.. as in hate. i was halfed colour the mock up! haha HECK CARE. fer me, art is so not important right.. not enough time mah.. sometimes teachers are cruel. hehe.. after skewl, me and my frens went to the bpp park. bcoz zyla wanna celebrate her birthday party in that park. but havent confirm yet. after that, went to zyla's house. slacked, talked, laughed, played xbox.. fun ahh. we were like sleepover. but then i was thirsty la. cant talk much. haha. ok la, gonna be ready fer berbuka! selamat berbuka to all muslims out there..

im sorry. the post was wayy harsh.

what a catfight day ever. like today, i had 2 hours drawing while at the same time, i had a catfight with a sec 1 dude. HAHA. yea from the morning he kept making me mad like hellfuck. like saying all those shittyfucks. mother shit. first in the morning, i was so having fun hanging out with my galfriends, suddenly i had a message. i was like wtf? u had a problem issit?! so like from morning, i do reply some of the message. but then the last message i didnt bcoz i wanna have fun. bcoz u spoilt my fun, fun sucker! haha. was a happy ending fer me la. was longlong catfight. the last message was ;

[him] ok.. bgoz! i dun live wip ha8ters gt fucking prob wit tat hahaz! sucker.. u live to suck!.. dah lah sara ddk diam2 mkn doughnut sdh!!

[me] yea i do SUCK OFF all ur fucking probs inside ur fucking brain!! kao klaw da bdk sec1, uat hal da sec 1 arh! da lah *****, pls fucccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ooooffffffff.

what? suck what? ur cock?! hahaha. pls ah. like i say, i do SUCK OFF people's weird probs, u big gundo. all i can do is SIT HERE AND LAUGH AT UR KETOKNESS! wuahahahahhahhhhha!nuyfkawfuktvqhebhsbl.

and now im being psyco. haha. think twice ah babe, before u wanna catfight with ages that are older than u, sucker.. or.. fun sucker! oh yea, i really do hate fight with a sec 1 guyz. it will so end up into a beautiful disaster. ok la, dats enough. im better off burn the midnight oil, gruelling in horrible states.

yup he says it all,
&im still confused.
pls give me time to think?

the boy misses me

hey what a sleep-day-long afternoon. alright baby, tomoro is maths paper! ARRGHH! i reallyreally need to push my butt off & pray to God.. nxt monday gonna be art exam. & i still havent did the art thingy.. hm, yea like today nth really much.. went plaza. bought this chocolate correction tape. really kool. went home, i pretend to eat the choco infornt my grandma. she said eyy! ape ni makan?! hahaha. evilll! =x

todae such a damn boring day. not going out. saturday went johor with family. buke at this place. really nice ah. near de sea. like can feel the air sia. like from johor can see singapore. cool rite? yea, 2dae i woke up, nurul & he msg me. woke up like 12pm. LOL. so uh, nurul kol me around 430 until 630. btw, HAPPI BIFDAE NURUL! keke.. we talked about boys. hahaha. fun la. so i talked about him, she talked about her-him. haha.. she gave some tips about boys & stuffs. & long story ahh.
haha.. what a gossip-boys-day..
btw, tomoro is gonna be mt paper. & im still dont noe what topic to study. hehe.
k la gdluck!

if u wanna love me,
if u wanna touch me,
think twice bcoz u've a long way to go..