Saturday, November 18, 2006
Do Friends Come & Go?i keep asking myself.im always trying my best to act normal. but its like, wtf. did i do something wrong to you? did i even looked bad at you? tell me, you drama-queen. you big fat drama. i was just not being myself, acting like im okay, laughing & trying to be in the group. wtf lah, when will this end? dearest "abcdefg",
please don't think negative, and all those shits. i'm always here for you, and never forget you as a friend. fuck it!
if you hate me, keep it to yourself lar. dont tell others, bcoz they WILL tell me lah. you are soo making a big fucking fool of yourself. HAHA!
you make people feel bad. you dont think about others. you just think about YOURSELF. pls uh, dont act drama infront of me. i know everything. she's just too much.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaah i seems to be stressed out each day. why am i the only person who always forgive & forget in problems like this? why eh? my feelings kan, goes up and down. sometimes superrrrhappy, and sometimes superrrrdepressed. mum is being selfish nowdays, why eh?
im so not in the mood these few days. my hari money, don't ask. i have less than 20 bucks now. super like wtf kan? i didn't jalan raya much this year, i don't know why. blame the people around me who didn't bring me out for raya :X even if they did, it's all will be on the same day, pathetic!
you'll be looking for trouble, if you hurt me.
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today is officially a super boring nak mamp day! supposingly to go my aunty's jemputan. but then, grandparents are coming to sleepover my place. sooo, mom asked to take care of the house. if only i was only in this house... that will be soo wonderful. hohoh. anyone got nice songs? send me. anyone got nice games to play? suggest to me. okay whateverrrr bullshit. pls anyone? wanna meet me?! im so damn boring to the max! nurul, i wanna meet you lah babe! pretty please? =)
yesterday i went online at runescape. HAHAHA! i know its like budak2 nye game. fun jugak lah. dapat chat ni sume. tk boring. haha tibe2 its a malay post. ahaha. sooo, me and my cousin went online kat runescape. i chatted with this australia guy. and you know what? he can speaks indonesian. kool right? soo, me and him kept talking indon. haha! apa khabar? khabr baik DONG. lol. fun lah chat with that dude. new friend, good! i looooove making new friends. i think im in love with australia guys. haha!
australia!!!
